don't expect profundities at this date

hi t2ds! I would like to give you profundities, not platitudes, but it ain't gonna happen today at least. Christ, am I ever tired of fighting my weight and my diet every hour I'm awake. You can guess that my weight is up a bit, I'm off my diet regimen, I haven't been exercising and I'm feeling stressed out as I get ready to go on a little family holiday for a week and a bit.

It's been quite hot and humid here, hard to sleep at night even with a/c and a fan overhead. Fat people -well, this fat guy - needs pitch darkness and cool air to be able to sleep. If I wake up for any reason, including having a pee, I usually go downstairs and pull out something to eat that I don't need. Cheez Whiz is my favourite, I always go to sleep after a slice or two of bread with Cheez Whiz. Foolproof, so my brain is trained to eat it fearing that if I don't, I won't get back to sleep.

Clearly, I need some inspiration, some positive results. It's such a relentless drag. So who doesn't have something, right?